Sunday, July 31, 2011

膚色

爸爸昨天的皮膚是帶著深深的鐵紅,以為是這樣的。今天皮膚的顏色變回正常了。

隨風

突然想到這樣去描述現在的情況,沒有去想那麼多(可也想了很多)。

有點討厭的是,一個決定後,是更多的決定。其實也是預期的,只是那一刻,沒有想那麼多。那麼,這些情緒,就來得無謂了。

Embrace!

Didn't go to Yoga Class

I want to sleep.

Saturday, July 30, 2011

心力

時常都在問自己,有沒有後悔。每次答案也是一樣,沒有。真的沒有心力對著那群同事。

爸爸

昨天因為在街市暈了一暈看急症而留院一天觀察,今早出院。晚上能煮飯了。醫生說除了血壓高,沒有其他的問題。

昨天高見差不多二百,今晚飯後是128。

買了血壓計,也來量量,發覺有時候血壓比理想低。不吃魚生飯了。那麼,明天下課後吃什麼呢?

葡萄籽油

姐姐帶來了這從來也沒有聽過的油。

低血壓

低血壓最好不要吃哪些食物?

忌食生冷及寒涼、破氣食物,如菠菜、蘿蔔、芹菜、冷飲等。
呵呵!可以喝咖啡。

我想,並不是真的血壓低,而是今早只飲了一杯熱飲下量度了106/66。一個小時後(吃了點東西),是124/68。

晚飯後是108,下壓不記得。

好簡單

居然跟我說沒有,很簡單的純利計算。又不是我要的。

不知為何,人家總是找我做中間人。是我蠢嗎?就是因為被人問得多,於是,間接知道很多東西。

Friday, July 29, 2011

很不耐煩

不知道為何,同事在午飯時間問我東西(關於工作程序),越說越有氣。

時間過得很慢

還有兩個月多一點。到時候,可能會說,一下子就到。

6k+

It is the current.

Thursday, July 28, 2011

悶到呢

好無聊。

還沒有

有與沒有,都沒關係。我相信是命運的安排。

Gift

Finally :)

Zzzzz

Slept early but now still sleepy. Still have dreams but seem they are happy one.

Information Centre

This morning, so many people come to me to have information. I like to be that.

Wednesday, July 27, 2011

第三晚

吃的都是一樣,只是這兩晚換了是古古力牛角包(不是酥酥那種)。

在路上

上班下班的路上,時常感覺無聊。

Tuesday, July 26, 2011

也乖乖啊

關機。

找工作

同事問我開始找工作沒有,這麼熱,沒有動力啊!

Slept Early

Last night went to bed at around 11:30pm but I still want to sleep when I wake up at 8am. Really want to take half day leave but end up go to work.
 
These 2 nights, can sleep well but with dreams.

10x

End up don't know is how much.

12 Jul 2011

Got it fully.

Better

Yesterday when I was lying on the bed, I asked myself why I need to think of others behaviour. My thinking towards them won't change anything. Then why I need to think. Somehow the thinking is just came out automatically. 
 
Peace is not by others.
 
Embrace! 

Rebate 115

:)

Monday, July 25, 2011

關機

好早啊!

朋友的生日 

是記得的,不過沒有寫給他一兩個字。沒意思,因為,已經是陌生人。

晚餐

兩片麵包 + 一杯山藥。

Sunday, July 24, 2011

課堂體驗

身體狀態蠻好。
坐著身體俯前做放鬆,身軀已經貼著大腿的了,可老師來把我的背壓了又壓,背不平啊!

又嘔

吃完即吐。都是怪今天吃了不應該吃的,魚生飯,酸薑,還有凍咖啡。死未??!!晚飯只吃了冬瓜和芽菜。

嗚嗚!剛查看,冬瓜和芽菜都吃不得。

這些日子,只有一早回公司喝的山藥薏仁是最舒服的。

方向

好似沒了方向,其實是再明確不了。那些,像木偶的日子,要說再見了。

Saturday, July 23, 2011

三年

發生了很多事情,可又好像才是昨天。

好懶,好懶,好懶。懶得去睡,睡了又懶得起來。

無聊 

因為無聊,所以有很多無聊產品出現。我也正在無聊。

要幾多

問我啊!當然跟現在的一樣。

真情對話

對我來說,是最輕鬆舒服的。可,為何機會是一少再少??!!

斷章

人家很喜歡這樣的。斷章,真的能取得意義嗎??!!如果想自己解讀,無須問人了。

其實,自己也有著太多的執著。別人是怎樣,為何要想這麼的多。

點解

別人跟我說很忙的時候,我總是喜歡問為何。沒有可能日忙夜忙的。

現象 

發生了好幾次的了。醒來的一刻,好清新的(不是空白),要想一想,原來還有等待解決的事情。然後,又回到現實了。

其實,是否要練習不去想一想呢?那些要解決的,又不是我一個人可以做到。資料沒有,想也沒用。

Friday, July 22, 2011

直覺  

總是覺得,緣分不在香港。那麼,這是一種動力嗎??!!

其實,我已發了好幾次新的白日夢。呵呵!

開動了

真好。坐我前面的,幾時才開竅??!!

很喜歡她的好來好去。

Lower

Keep on telling me the living standard is not as high as in here. May not be. Possibility is low (although yet to view the details).

晚睡

近來都睡晚了,除了看電視,原因是不想明早上班。

凍咖啡

今天午飯時又喝了,好好味道。
有雞,薑蓉差不多給我吃掉。好好味道。

不是阿Q

是賺了一年的了。東西不多,哪裡找??!!所以,沒有怨言。

Thursday, July 21, 2011

如果

沒有什麼要帶過去的,簡單就好。

做了心理準備,分就分啦!沒得選擇。最好就是十或十五分鐘的距離(不用乘車更好)。

67,678

All Together

Someone can see things all together but don't have access right to view some important info. Lucky I am no longer in this group. It is hard to work with them.
 
This month team performance will be really bad as what they foresee is totally not correct.

Japan - 2 weeks

No Taiwan trip then aim for Japan for 2-week :) Go in Oct.

I Know Why

Action and talk, it is why we don't have anything to discuss about. I just like to change everything if I can do it. Do it in a way that I feel comfortable and benefit to others. Eliminate as many steps as possible.
 
Life is short, time is limited, why we need to waste time to talk something which is empty. Nothing to do, breath!
 
Embrace!

Talk

Scheduled the talk to be tomorrow but I don't have any idea of what to say. Actually I just have one question, $$$

Lazy

My whole life, actually can describing as lazy. I am not keen to achieve for anything. Sure I still have many stories to tell :)
 
Or I just hate to do something which is no meaning at all, e.g. project. I like to start from zero, create something and end up making it completed. Sure I am not a creator and I just like to be a teammate.

Wednesday, July 20, 2011

沒有什麼好想了

現,暫看別人怎樣想。看似有點誠意,起碼是“大”的跟我談。

Forgot to Pay 2 Credit Cards

:(

11 Jul 2011

寫了電郵過去,兩張卡的罰款都免了 :)

山藥

沒糖的,可吃來有點點甜的味道。

講,話

講講講,卻沒有話。最討厭。

四不像

時常想這無聊事情。這四不像會否一成不變呢??!!同一事情,這裡就是支離破碎。可人家就是來問我,我就直接告訴人家這些那些不是我負責的。

16 Jul 2011

哈哈!當然不會是一樣。

19 Jul 2011

回復正常。

為什麼

同事問我為什麼要走,我反問為什麼要留下。不想每天都不開心地過,不知道為什麼。另一個天地,怎也好,一定比現時好。

沒有在這裡出現過的

So Funny

A colleague sent a message saying "congrats". So funny. Yes, it should be :)

Iced Coffee

Better not to drink coffee but today I have cold one. Now feeling that I am having a fever.

Envy

Envy so often looks like something else—resentment, perhaps, or a sense of dissatisfaction with your own life, your own income, your own family. For many people, envy simply merges with an overall feeling of not being quite good enough. Because envy is rooted in the feeling of lack or deficiency, the assumption that there's not enough to go around, its best antidotes will be practices that activate your own feelings of natural abundance.

Forget about the person you envy. Forget about what she has that you wish were yours. Look instead at the energy that feeling is made of, and you'll notice that nothing in the feeling has any real solidity. Perhaps, at that moment, you might open to the insight that the energy forming and dissolving within your mind and heart is not really separate from the energy around you. Perhaps, at that moment, you might realize that the person you envy is not really someone separate from you; that you lack nothing because you are, at your deepest core, part of a vast field of energy that contains potentially everything you could ever want or need.
Source: Daily Insight / Yoga Journal

養生

吃東西要養生,工作也要啊!

Missed a Gift

Need to talk to a colleague then missed a gift.

Control

control 不是指能控制,而是知道環境的變化和會帶來的影響(當然結果估計不到,可不會有大驚喜)。

Tuesday, July 19, 2011

原來那裡這麼多穴位。身體有點不適,就會按一按。

資料來源

Sidebar

很奇怪。在首頁,sidebar 跌了在頁底。看獨立的,就正常。

16 Jul 2011

回來了。

Not Feeling Uneasy Anymore

Stomach not felt good after drank tea during lunch. Knowing there is announcement and the uneasy feeling disappeared.

Happy or Not

Someone asked me whether I am happy or not. Sure Happy, I meant it :)

晚上不能吃生果

昨晚,吃了菠蘿,回家後吃止痛藥,立即嘔。

星期六晚吃菠蘿(同一個來的),沒事。

Monday, July 18, 2011

傷心了

原來是心傷了。

又一相同

曾是被選為第一的,後來,卻......

You Are Green


You are a peaceful, balanced, and together person. You are naturally calm.

However, you have your own inner demons that you struggle with from time to time… mainly greed and jealousy.

You are very reflective and creative. You are always thinking of and pursuing new ideas.

You believe that spiritual and personal growth is important. You are always trying to change for the better.

You Are Giving




You have a generous spirit. You're always looking for ways that you can help out.

You are kind and patient. You are willing to give anyone the benefit of the doubt.

You put loved ones first in your life, and you're continually adding to your circle of friends.

You believe relationships matter more than anything else in the world, and your prioritize accordingly.

Your Vision is Free-Spirited



More than anything else, you'd like to see a world that is more tolerant, accepting, and loving.

It's minds like yours who traveled extensively, collected amazing stories, and shared them with others.

You have always been open to experiences and change. You refuse to limit yourself.

You feel most alive when you aren't being restricted by anyone. You hate rules!

You Are Patient




You tend to stick with relationships - through the good and the bad. You're stubborn that way.

You are willing to wait for someone to come around. You give lots of second chances.

You are a great listener and tend to give valuable advice. You know your friends well.

You have a lot of inner strength, and you can dig deep when you need to. You are resilient.

You Are Down to Earth



You prefer to celebrate the holidays in your own laid back way. You don't need a lot of glitz or glamour.

If you attend holiday parties, they tend to be a quiet affair. You are past being rowdy.

This time of year has deep meaning for you. It's fine if others don't share that meaning, but you're not about to turn your back on it.

You like to celebrate an old fashioned Christmas. All these new "traditions" give you a headache.

You Are Open Hearted




You are patient and focused. You are good at sticking with projects and following instructions.

You like to blend in. Standing out in the crowd is overrated.

You are a spiritual soul. You are a person who tries to find meaning in everything, and you often do.

You dislike working with theories. You are more concerned with the practicalities of life.

You Read to Grow




You are constantly getting better and improving yourself. You are never satisfied.

You are direct and to the point. You move quickly, and you don't like to waste time.

Your passion fuels you. Your fire for everything and everyone burns brightly.

You are merciful and forgiving. You believe most people deserve second chances.

模式

一次又一次地逃,想點??!!到了預定的時間,就不想參加了。

Saturday, July 16, 2011

添歡樂

色彩繽紛

吃了四分三,已經夠了。最後,放棄了一件。

晚餐

有洋蔥和韮菜,愛吃的東西啊!可沒有多吃。

可以更慢

同事說我很悠閒似的,什麼也慢慢來。我說可以更慢的。趕什麼呢?用對的方法,根本不用趕,因為一做就是對的了。她做著我的動作,很像啊!明明知道對方聽不明白,快沒有用的。

看一看,快跟慢,部首是一樣的。

金枝慾孽

晚間重播這劇集,劇是好看的;可在現實中發生就感覺無聊(就是身處其中)。

被吵醒

還以為是樓上,原來是隔壁裝修。醒來吃了昨天剩下的麵包和前前天買的香蕉,又去睡過。吵就吵,知道影響不了我,也無謂產生不需要的情緒。睡了差不多三個小時啊!

嘻嘻哈哈

之後,是什麼呢?錢花了很多,為什麼呢?好玩是好玩,可玩完就完了。

參與度很低,不想做主要部分,行行企企。

其實也不太健康

今天買了這個,只是比較健康的選擇。

某晚吃的

不知道吃什麼,就胡亂買了這個。不便宜的啊!三十塊。

Friday, July 15, 2011

I Miss It

Weekend comfort drink.

Ginger Bread

Yesterday bought a pair of sport shoes(HK$389). Colour is ginger bread.

布鞋款式,球鞋質地。很喜歡啊!

Thursday, July 14, 2011

謝謝

謝謝同事沒有點名。明天的活動,不屬於我的了。

這三天,到了午飯時候感覺餓的。原來,以前吃的真的不妥當。

蓮霧

三個,差不多一磅,HK$15.5。有一個頂部發霉 (這個吃不吃呢,最後沒吃),都是喝汁好了。

買的時候,看到一些不太好的了,可已拿了兩個在手,也翻了別人其他的。再看看手上的,又想換。不太想買但買了。

昨天買果汁的時候,看到店鋪細心為客人選擇。原來買這生果,要有技巧。

Want

Want to leave now and have sushi. But still have 2 hours to go.

Same

Think of another area which is the same. Job scope changed (added on) but the increment is not increased up to the company standard. People think I got promotion (current) but I don't have anything.

One Take

Asked the service provider how I can eliminate the daily call but got no advise. Then one day I found I can prepare the document (can be reused) in net. After that, send an email daily and can get the order. Now not even the daily call can be saved and also some minor update in net daily.
 
There are alot of efficiency ways. However it is people that don't make use of it or even not think of there is a possibility.  
 
I just like to do this minor change but with benefit daily.

No Mood

No mood to work but still cleared some outstanding which should not be handled here.

Wednesday, July 13, 2011

倒數

過了半個月了,希望時間快點過。

討厭事情是,不讓人回答,給了她看又不回應。想點??!!

不能肯定

看到這個,真的想立即拿回超市問清楚,到期日是否過期。幸好,找找看,罐上寫得好清楚是DDMMYY。

是日早餐

本想買提子麥包,可沒有。唯有買方包。

罐裡的東西,喝了兩天。效果好好啊!內裡感覺是輕鬆的。成分裡有葡萄糖和麥芽,很討好的。

很久沒吃

雲吞有吃,可跟麵就很久沒吃了。

I Want to Sleep

Really sleepy and don't want to do anything except sleeping.
 
Last night, in a very noisy environment. the only thing I want to do is to mediate.

No.

If the no. is good then is a good team, then I am a very good staff. Anyway, time to go on :)

Tuesday, July 12, 2011

Coffee

Have half cup of coffee during lunch :)

So Straight Forward

Today finally can hear what is the reason one thing is being action faster than we expected. Again it is a proof that I don't have such kind of info. to do my work. Really don't understand why it is. During lunch, I told a new comer that it is not due to ability that someone cannot perform well but just not understand the whole process. Then don't know is don't know, that's simple.
 
I hate to ask, ask and ask again, just for one simple answer.
 
I like the life that I can attend the necessary meetings to get what I need to perform.

Heard Over

Don't know is truth or not. A very experienced colleage is going to resign. Reason is "not happy". Don't know what happened. She is a good management staff and people love her.

Monday, July 11, 2011

午飯

不想浪費金錢的情況下(錢用多了卻吃著本不應吃的東西),吃了二十五元的米線(少米線便宜一塊)。後吃了連霧。

早餐吃了白粥。

連Job 都不想看

那麼,就不看了。

跟著買

上星期已經看到山藥薏仁對胃好,隱約也記得好像有沖劑。看到這,今晚就買了。

Sunday, July 10, 2011

回想

就是一個不喜歡改變的人,一個暑假可以不出門的。
會無端端做一些不是自己天份的東西,例如,複印了圖案寄去報館被登出來而入了學校的畫畫組(名字不記得是什麼了)。又例如,無端被人提名做謝師宴司儀。

香蕉

香蕉對身體有一種天然的制酸性
香蕉是調理腸胃失調的食方,因為香蕉有著柔軟的纖維而且柔滑。對於長期患者來說,香蕉是唯一可以進食的未煮熟食物,而不會有不良反應。香蕉還可以中和胃酸和減少疼痛。
正因為香蕉性寒,體質偏於虛寒者,最好避之則吉。例如胃寒(口淡胃脹)、
什麼也有兩面的。

這刻

這刻的天空,遠處是灰灰的,近處有陽光。

以為會下雨,沒有。現在是大放陽光。

午餐

想來想去,吃了九洲雜錦拉麵(加了少少七味粉)。想喝冰咖啡的,不過,不想邊吃藥邊喝不能喝的東西。

那晚我問,止吐藥不吐可以不吃嗎;藥劑師話這是預防的,不是吐的時候才吃,他說吃了當調理。

心有千千結

可是,並不知道是什麼。好累。

Saturday, July 9, 2011

Denial

Denial is evidence of our remarkable ability to re-create reality to fit precisely with our moment-specific needs.

可惜太遲

他居然在群眾中叫我“老細”(是否這名詞不太記得清楚,就是這意思)。有一刻,我好有信心跟他好好相處,可是沒有支持的情況下,好難成事。最怕的就是那些不時出現的追逼。

那晚,也是自己嚇自己,幻想著會有事情發生。沒有細節,可就是感覺可怕。

不是預期的輕鬆愉快,為什麼呢?

睡了一整天,很沒心情(從早上到晚飯前只吃了兩隻香蕉)。身體沒什麼,心緒很不穩。

同事問

會議完後,同事問我為何什麼都不需要做。那刻,感覺不舒服外,真的什麼都不想做。做了又如何??!!

可,回家途中,我有想的。他們討論的,根本沒有把重要元素放進去,這是我不想說話的原因之一。反正,我的聲音,不會被聽(在那時)。

可以吃的

找來找去,也找不到。唯一看到的是木瓜。

士多啤梨都可以。

Friday, July 8, 2011

最後又是我

不是覺得自己好重要,而是,為何只有我一人懂。

不能吃的

腹脹不宜吃含氣及產氣的食物:1.含氣食物如蛋奶類、打起泡沫之奶油、打起泡沫之加糖蛋白、汽水等。2.產氣食物如蘿蔔、洋蔥、豆類、韮菜、生蔥、生蒜、生芥藍、芹菜、南瓜、馬鈴薯、紅白薯、芋頭、蓮藕、玉米等。腹脹時也應在飲食中減少蔗糖量及牛奶等脹氣食品。
蔬菜類含纖維素較多,宜少量不宜多食,多食粗糙的纖維則會刺激腸壁,加速腸蠕動,使腹痛、腹瀉加重。
還有更多不能吃嗎??!!
更不宜吃生冷的食物
這個我是知道可卻一吃再吃。
在食物上應避免冰冷、甜膩、醃製、辛辣、發酵等食品、高熱量、油炸或油膩食物、糯米類製品、巧克力、咖啡類、酒、濃茶、碳酸飲料、全脂牛奶或是蘋果、檸檬、葡萄柚、柑橘、鳳梨、蕃茄類等水果。
幸好沒有香蕉,因有兩隻在家。

看到某處所說,海帶、紫菜也不能吃。慘慘!

明確

很明確地說我是不需要負責cash flow management,那麼又說我不懂這不懂那。不是要我走還是什麼??!!

從來也不爭取的我,就這樣了。不合便離。

不要 AR

可以嗎?

為何不公佈

好鬼不爽。幸好可以跟公司朋友說,不是的話,屈到抑鬱。

Visit Doctor

Finally go to visit doctor.

醫生話我消化不良。

停了兩天,今早再次喝咖啡。午飯後回公司就立即不舒服了(吃了餃子米粉和蜂蜜綠茶)。現在想想,好多時候,吃了米粉都覺得不舒服的,內裡頂頂的。


Simethicone(Gascon)的藥理作用:改變腸胃道中氣泡的表面張力,讓使氣泡凝聚在一起,進而促進氣泡的排出。
Domperidone, 本品是外周性多巴胺受體拮抗劑,可促進上胃腸道的蠕動和張力恢復正常,促進胃排空,增加胃竇和十二指腸腸運動,協調幽門的收縮,同時也能增強食道的蠕動和食道下端括約肌的張力。
不知道是藥力還是心理作用(吃了藥不到十五分鐘),氣還有,出來的時候舒服多了。

口服後迅速吸收, 15~30分鐘血藥濃度達高峰。
原來真的是藥力。

1 for 2

I know it, so no complain.

Thursday, July 7, 2011

居然傾談

是他主動的啊!可是在倒數了(他還不知道)。

3 out of 4

Great!

I Also Can Say

I don't know how to explain but I know it is wrong. Again, I am not professional but I just use common sense to say this.

Wednesday, July 6, 2011

十點之約

要乖乖啊!

四個小時

昨晚四點終於能睡了,而一醒來已經是八點多。想著不上班去,可今天不能。幸好沒有留在家,忙了一整天。

Not Feeling Good

Why analysis team cannot provide the comparison. They have already completed the task. Not ??!!
I just hate to hear the comment that I am not competency while I always can provide the fact. Sure "package" saying is my super weakness.
Why we need to say something which someone wants to hear, instead of telling the truth. But they need the fact.

Tidying

At night, could not sleep then did some tidying. Feeling better.
 
This morning, busy in reviewing data and feel ok. Just with plain bread and warm water so far.

No Coffee this Morning

Need to have a break.

睡不到

差不多淩晨兩點鐘,要起來,因為胃酸而要吐。都怪在晚上十時吃了蘋果,而之前已經有胃酸的情況。

現在是淩晨三點半,因睡不到而上網查查關於胃酸的資料(一躺下就想吐),而寫在這篇。

本來想去看醫生的,可附近的醫院沒有二十四小時門診。要看的話,就要看急診的了。也穿好了衣服,真的想去,怕暈倒(沒有真的暈了)。

剛剛又吐了一次,還是蘋果。唉!

又吐了。

Tuesday, July 5, 2011

3M-1

Nothing much to do, so free :)

Monday, July 4, 2011

這決定來得很快,肯定不是衝動。舒舒服服,就告訴了行動正確了。

沒有確定之前,又來追追追和給說話我聽。追我都沒用的??!!不過,做了能做的,起碼同事有回應。

怪不得

原來下個星期,某高層會來。

好好人

做到九點才走啊!可負責的同事,同一時間也走了。

Done

:)

Sunday, July 3, 2011

巧合

上次,也是行動前剪了頭髮。不同的是,今次在剪頭髮的時候,沒有預期有行動會發生。

差點忘了

是人家要你走啊!其他人都被提名了,只有我沒有。明明在跟我說出差要做什麼,卻突然說了一句“不是炒你”。莫名其妙。回來後,一句關於工作的都沒有問過。更加莫名其妙。突然說,都不需要你做這些那些。聽到的一刻,好反感。一開始的時候,都不是這樣說的。一時又話我負責,可對著更高層present 的時候又不需要我做。算什麼??!!又是突然,說我不懂。都沒有接觸??!!in & out 的東西,怎會做不來??!!本來可以好好繼續下去,要學要做好,並不難。說過的了,一談就是否定你的。還有什麼話好說。

不過,我知道,這一年,是賺了。所以,沒有埋怨。

明天開始倒數了

本來改遲了一日,都不好了。懶好人人家未必接受。想我多做幾天,到時候才算。

心裡想的,是好來好去。

不是說好的嗎

也不來一個訊息,不是說好的嗎??!!預了是這樣,自己按時查一查然後去工作。

With Control

Part of the philosophy of yoga is that we can't always change the world around us. No matter what we do, bad things will happen and stressful situations will arise. The only thing we have control over—the only thing we can change—is ourselves. We can decide how to react to situations that challenge us.
Source: Daily Insight / Yoga Journal

一起弄的

爸爸弟弟跟我。雞蛋做的皮蛋,生吃也可接受。

不喜歡生吃鴨蛋做的,一定要煮過。






好人到呀

其實,只是,做應該做的。

昨晚

不知道為何,半夜醒來有點心情煩躁。

掉了工作以後

不知道會否又有一個長假期,怎也好,會起碼一星期吃一次日本餐。

太 Flexible 了

老師時常說,過分flexible(左腳) 也不是好事。

笑話

他們說人家對我特別好,是啊!好到頂不住要走。

八月

鐵定出發到臺灣,想著多拿兩天假。也沒有多大計畫,亂亂走就是了。細心逛逛也不錯的。

有沒有人想跟我分酒店房呀??!!

別話:幸好一早安排,否則,一定不會想的。

昨晚問弟弟,今年上街的主題是什麼。沒有多留意新聞,也是刻意不去留意的。

黑糖麥芽餅

這兩天就在吃這個。都是在星洲吃的好味道。

可以很容易

頭腦有一種愚蠢和缺乏智彗的方式,認為困難的才有價值,其實事情本來可以很容易。
能一,為何弄一個二出來??!!
除非你自己的體驗有達到那種狀態,否則你的知道只是一種虛假的頭腦的推理而已。

Embrace

Why can't we embrace that person, while the other people who live with him or her can? Is it because we don't have love, we lack understanding? We think that our suffering is due to the other person, but the main reason is that we are not able to embrace the other person. If we are able to love the other person, then this shows in our eyes, in our smile, in the way we act, and then we will be loved and we will receive love back.
現努力練習這個。

老師說,愛,可不直接從某人而來,而是一個一個,間接得到的。

Seed

And the people who have the opportunity to listen to the teaching of the Buddha are the people who have sown wholesome seeds in many Buddhas in the past. That is why they have the chance to get in touch with the rich teaching of the Buddha. Perhaps for many people who listen to this teaching it is just like a cow listening to music; they don’t understand its meaning.
If you are caught by the teachings you cannot be transformed, you cannot practice. You have to be very intelligent and very careful about receiving the teachings.

有趣

近來起來的時候,都好像不太記得昨天發生的一切,要想一想才行。在想前的一刻,蠻舒服的。或者,就嘗試不去想一想,看看如何。

還未到九點就起來了。

Saturday, July 2, 2011

是日午餐

終於不用等了。以往,每次,都要等待加熱。

越來越愛

越發愛自己的工作,點算??!!
嘻!走是一定的了。那些枝葉,永遠存在。而,是人家的鋪排,可以不走嗎??!!

You Are Responsible




People can count on you. You take duties and responsibilities seriously.

You are easily delighted and inspired. Life is all about the little things.

You can be unforgiving toward people who fail you. You have high, but not unreasonable, expectations.

You're very picky but extremely devoted to the one you choose. You fall in love selectively.

You Are Reasonable




You have a strong sense of responsibility. You always want to do the right thing, no matter the context.

You are orderly and organized. You appreciate the stability routine brings to your life.

You are simply a good person. You have high standards you uphold, but you don't boast about your morals.

You expect a lot of yourself, but you're tolerant of others. You know that no one can be perfect.

You Are Unpretentious and Honest




You're quite happy with who you are, and you never pretend to be someone you're not.

You just act naturally. It's what works best for you, and you're comfortable with who you are.

You like people when they're just being themselves. Nothing turns you off more quickly than a phony.

You don't like it when other people want you to measure up to their standards. You should be enough as is.

You Are Sweet and Sensitive




You're the type of person who's always taking others into consideration. You are very empathetic.

You like to think everything through carefully. You tend to regret rash decisions.

You are tentatively playful. It takes you a while to open up to new friends.

You prefer calm waters where you can drift along peacefully. You don't like waves.

Your Cute Monster Says Your Inner Demon is Frailty




You are a simply happy person. You still view the world with a childlike innocence.

You have an easy going attitude, and you value harmony. You love freely and inspire others to love.

You are easily beaten down by life.

People think you're cute because you are optimistic. Your outlook on life is charming.

You Are Agreeable




You are mild mannered and pleasant. People truly enjoy your policy.

You are willing to compromise, and you always meet others more than halfway.

You are interesting and lively. You have great stories to tell, and you make for good company.

You are both enchanting and charming. Others find you merry and witty.

You Are Confident




You are pointed toward success, and you don't mind if that means taking a few gambles along the way.

You are driven and hard working. You know where you're going and why you want to get there.

You are aggressive and hard charging. You are ready to go on the attack, if necessary.

You see the big picture. Details are important to you, but you don't get bogged down in them.

You Are Highly Independent




More than anything else, you have to be allowed to do your own thing. You crave freedom.

You believe it's important to enjoy today as if it were your last day. All we ever have is the present.

You are impulsive and energetic. Whenever you have the choice, you choose to take action.

You are restless and a natural wanderer. You never feel completely settled in your life.

You Are Grounded




You don't need a lot of excitement. Your best days are calm days.

No one works as hard as you do. But you're not complaining - you love hard work!

You are especially in tune with children and animals. You have a sixth sense when it comes them.

You have little respect for people who aren't practical. You think it's important to be down to earth.

運程

看另一本雜誌,說著的又是工作。說這周,是最好運的。

什麼也準備好了

感覺超級爽。只等他們來檔案更新。

一樣,不一樣

多一份關懷,人人開心。

懷、壞,只差一線。

為何

問為何弄來弄去都是那樣子,答案好簡單,沒有以身作則。沒有事情會原地踏步,如果有付出。當然要有心和方向正確。

自製生果杯

本想買香蕉的,見到有便宜(一磅HK$27.9,來自美國)又漂亮的士多啤梨,怎不買呢!如果加一球雪糕,就完美了。

時間性

他們總是不明白,哪時哪刻好重要的。不去明白每個人的本質,盲目地做做做(盲目的不喜歡某些人),不會有結果的。

看似簡單,給了“簡單價”,得到的就是等值的東西。不是的嗎??!!又想起老師的話,tree pose 最複雜。

負正得負。可我不會跟他們一樣成為負負得正的(為何數學上,負負會為正的呢)。

Self

Self is the notion that there is a separate self that can exist independently from non-self elements. So the Buddha advises us to look into the self in order to see that the self is only made of non-self elements. And when you know, when you have seen that the self is made of non-self elements, you begin to see the real self. Otherwise you only have an idea, a wrong idea, about self, and that is why I talk about the principle of identity which is A is A, A is not B. That is the principle of identity that we are used to following in our thinking.
我是我, 我不是我。

If there are no animals, no vegetables, no minerals, man cannot be made at all. So man is made of non-man elements. This is an ecological insight. We can say that in order to protect man, we have to protect non-man elements. This is why can say that the Diamond Sutra is a most ancient text teaching us how to preserve our ecosystem in order for us to be able to preserve ourselves.
因為我不是我,要保護所有我以外的東西。

So if you look deeply into the life span, you discover that this is only a manifestation, and if you get caught in your perception, the form, then you miss the whole thing. You cannot see reality as it is
It must be a deep, well-baked container, because if the container is not well baked, it will have a lot of leaks and all our water will be gone. So if we don’t have great understanding, all the other actions will be of no value or will not bring any success, because if the great understanding is not enough, if in our understanding there are many leaks - that means many short comings, many confusions - the other paramitas cannot be followed.

If

If there are alot of people taking the responsibility, then they need to support instead of treating me as enemy. So many funny things around.

Bingo

11 days better, over 10%. Met max. target :) This one is totally managed by me.

Always say, we are not working for no. but good work.

一年前

只看了數篇,不看了。都是差不多的事情。管理管理,就是自己管自己理。我不是一個文員(當然不介意做文員的工作)。給意見,是想事情做得好,而不是只說別人不好。如何做好??!!不是一句,你是經理,你自己想辦法。很多時候,不是辦法不辦法,而是方向。

仇富

富,也代表了能力。

放下

今次,有放下的元素。輕鬆快樂。原來,上星期跟老師的分享,那感覺是真的。解決方法也是對的。純工作可以做得好好,可是被人玩的部分,卻會一樣,可能越來越嚴重。唯一可以做的,就是離開。

其實,有想過是年尾的。可是,沒有把握更高級的如何看。沒有上年那麼公平對待的了。由二到四(三是中位數),代表了很多。

Friday, July 1, 2011

錯覺

可能給了別人一個錯覺,因太主動提供協助。不是什麼,提點新同事,應該要做的。

發夢

會否有人介紹工作給我呢?不想管人,管工作就好。

在舊公司,其實沒有管過人(最高峰,有二十人)。可後來,就是因為人事(人家要針對我的弱項,沒話說),要離開了。

想想,人,好容易用這元素製造事端。沒有對與錯的。

三年, 三個月

回想,三年很快就過了。說工作,真的喜愛到不得了。建立了很多東西。

準確到呢

不記得是從哪雜誌得來的

也買了這個

一般。

好吃

呼吸

輕鬆的,一吸到肚子。

想別人

今天是假期,工作表上也是休息的,不過卻工作了。最後的一次年結,可以做的就做得好一點吧!看到看不到,都不重要。好種子,才是珍貴。

十點多就起來了。心情不一樣,什麼也變得更好。

有計劃

澳門朋友說我是一個有計劃的人。很久也沒有想過計畫了,可我是知道自己要的是什麼。路,也是朝那方向走的。

問我想做什麼

都是那一句,有什麼告訴我讓我想想。不是問我要什麼。要的,不是告訴了嗎??!!不知道是誠意還是什麼。不過,我會向好的一方面想。

會是一樣嗎

將來的,跟現在的會是一樣嗎?跟我說沒有辦法(影印),來一個新的,要做這些嗎??!!從來也沒有一個跟他好好合作過,我算是做到一點點(可以做更多,只是她一開始就說不要逼他走。從來也不會逼人走的)。將來的,可以嗎??!!

另一個原因,不想做棋子。她有另外的計畫,如果好好談,告訴我工作上的,我會配合。而不是要我去勉強做著一些令人討厭的事情,硬說我不懂,根本就在用,何來不懂??!!什麼什麼的,只是一個表(關於系統跟系統的對談)。那是我的強項。

好好過

這三個月,要好好的過。
做什麼也沒有問題,不好被玩就好了。

一樣,一樣

導火線是一樣的,都是為了一件事。都是因為不關我事而要我負上超級的責任(這裡說的關事不關事,不是常理所能理解的)。沒有理由的理由,不走還留下為什麼??!!

要我做的事情,很有信心做得好好,可一開始,人家就說這說那,還開始為什麼??!!什麼影響什麼,相信某些地方,我更清楚。有什麼大不了,給我參與一兩次會議,讓我看看電郵,什麼也做到。能知道業務怎運作,還不夠嗎??!!肯做願做不計較,還想怎樣??!!

問我,是否組員影響了我。當然不是,現在開始有對話了。相信那個被要求的“行動表”一定順利完成 (行動表的要求,是一個不信任的大信息,也是一個她想行動所要做的)。有什麼好玩,一定是沒看就說不不不。事實,幫忙解決了幾次問題,只她不認同罷了。我是來做事,不是這樣浪費生命的。

要我看要我全部負責,沒有問題。不是在什麼準備也沒有的情況下要我說可以還是不可以,那刻,已經是晚上了(還有別的事情要做,又要收拾)。對上一次,她只跟同事說,我什麼也不知道;如果能知道,起碼可以想想怎樣做。

還有的是,晚上時間,跟我說髮型不好,衣著不好,出差要是完全不同(明早就搭早機離開)。不好玩啦!自己不看,就說你遲做,問了也不說明要什麼,然後說你改來改去,還問想點。不好玩啦!

那次,已經想過要辭職的了。好過分(沒有憤怒)。

不想跟上次有同樣的經歷,行動好了。不想在年結面談得到一個不合理的評價,早兩天就早兩天行動好了。薪金結構說得好清楚,要結果,也做到了。做不到的,是沒有好好談,好好合作。我想做的,要她點頭才行(就算是很小很小的事情,如果她要理會的話,就大舉問話了),可她不會聽我們的。這樣,做不做??!!

想想也恐怖的,沒有做錯過什麼,只是太對了吧!一樣,不一樣,自己選擇。

後話:想過不寫得這樣清楚的。再想想,需要寫一寫。

Amended

Amended the document, with more reasons. Actually those are being talked.
And I extend to one more day, just in case. I can leave early, if I want :)

前晚吃的

買這之前,買了一袋四個小牛角包。