Thursday, September 30, 2010

強勁

半日工不在,辦事效率很高,把下個月的某些事情也做了。

在聽到某人說不的時候,好肯定事情就會發生(沒有理由不發生)。很多時候就是這般的浪費時間,因為高層要對話。說就說,弄這麼多無謂的東西出來做什麼。

Wednesday, September 29, 2010

點解要寄

他說要寄出,睬他都傻,用電郵。很快,收件人回覆了。現今世代,一定是嘗試了電郵才算。他有牌的,可看不到有什麼優勝。

如果由我出手,一定可以把日常的簡化。可不會這樣做,除非換了人,每次嘗試做一做,他就不再理,說不知道我跟某某說了什麼。他好得,由他做著多餘的。

再一次證明,肯學的跟我合作沒有問題;那些不明所以的,就合作不來。

Really not Concern

Just signed a document and don't read in details, showing I am really not concern. It is about money :) Can get more is a gift, I don't want to have pressure. If I think more, just can spot out unfairness and don't want to be that. Actually I am trying to train up myself to be care free, it is a preparation for the future. Don't want to be subborn when I were old.

Concern no Training

Why people always fear there is no coaching or training for a new task. If not being told, how to be performed (this time not only is my saying). Never can understand such weired thinking. However when I need to coach/teach, she doesn't listen. How will I know how to do??!!

Tuesday, September 28, 2010

Always Ask Direct

It is the golden rule, if you need something urgently please talk to the right person. Why need a middle-man. I can do whatever is being requested but I am honestly no heart to do so. What I did cannot have any effect and just wasting all parties' time.

Monday, September 27, 2010

不合邏輯

有人沒來上班,我卻更自在,把所有事情更快做好(不用答問題,答完又答)。她是來幫我的,可她不在更幫忙。好怪!我說我。

禮物

很小的一個,貪心,沒拿。

念力

要一個做大事的老闆。時常念。

Sunday, September 26, 2010

夢,想,成真

夢要成真,是要行動的。別人要看扁,由他,介意什麼。很多時候,我們需要一些別人的看不起而把它轉化為力量。

朋友說要保護一個夢,我說怎麼樣,把它弄成真不是更好。他的思想,總是一條平衡的直線,而我好多時候總是想想事情可以如何做好,喜歡一點點的成就感,令人想每天活得比昨天好(如果能力不足或是只說不做,生活就變得累人。說來說去,態度很重要,方法也是)。

想起老師的話,他說要堅持,最低限度,堅持做著一件事。現在的他,在幫忙很多的人尋找夢,實現夢。

記起他的一個學生,因為心臟問題,不能跳舞,於是幫忙做音樂的部分。老師很關心他的。

一個餐,另加了蒸蛋(好似豆腐花)和枝豆,然後又吃了沙翁,之後在回家前買了鹽酥雞。

Saturday, September 25, 2010

回鍋肉

很久也沒有吃過了,好吃。

已經吃了大大碗的魚生飯(今天的飯好好吃),還多買了五粒炸魚蛋。

Skillful

the distinction between skillful and unskillful provides an insightful explanation for the causes for good and evil behavior. This distinction is not limited to the values of any particular society, and it avoids the issue of whether beings are inherently good or bad. When people act in evil ways, it is because they lack skill in the way they think; when they think in skillful ways, they naturally will do good.

邏輯思考

當然不可以每次都用邏輯,但有邏輯思考的人總是比人走快一步。我總是這樣認為的。

例子:不懂分這個那個,怎學人做經理。扮代表。第一,你懂分,為何不是經理?經理就是經理,不是學人做?做經理的職責,就是代表某些人,不是扮的。

不知道她在說誰,那時只有我和她的朋友。是我嗎?不知為何,總是想知道她是否在說我,什麼原因呢?

就快灰飛煙滅,還叫囂什麼??!!讓我想起行為上一個很出名的理論,狗、鈴、肉和口水。

看看邏輯這兩個字,頗複雜。要坐船又要坐車,有耳有口有眼。

願朋友G 生日快樂

Reincarnation

We can learn a valuable lesson from the teaching of reincarnation.

In what realm do you now live? If you are hungry for power, love, and self-recognition, you live in the Preta world, or hungry ghosts. If you are motivated only by thirsts of the human organism, you are existing in the world of the beast.

Consider well then your motives and intentions. Remember that man is characteristically placed at the midpoint of the ten stages; he can either lower himself abruptly or gradually into hell or through discipline, cultivation and the awakening of faith rise to the Enlightened state of the Buddha.

Persevere

One of the fundamental points of the spiritual journey is to persevere along the path. Though one's meditation may be good one day and and not so good the next, like changes in scenery, essentially it is not the experiences, good or bad which count so much, but rather that when you persevere, the real practice rubs off on you and comes through both good and bad. Good and bad are simply apparations, just as there may be good or bad weather, yet the sky is always unchanging. If you persevere and have that sky like attitude of spaciousness, without being perturbed by emotions and experiences, you will develop stability and the real profoundness of meditation will take effect. You will find that gradually and almost unnoticed, your attitude begins to change. You do not hold on to things as solidly as before, or grasp at them so strongly, and though crisis will still happen, you can handle them a bit better with more humor and ease. You will even be able to laugh at difficulties a little, since there is more space between you and them, and you are freer of yourself. Things become less solid, slightly ridiculous, and you become more lighthearted.
嘮嘮叨叨的時候,就是沒有空間的時候。繼續努力。

Karma

If the present life is totally conditioned or wholly controlled by our past actions, then certainly Karma is tantamount to fatalism or determinism or predestination. If this were true, free will would be an absurdity. Life would be purely mechanistic, not much different from a machine.
Karma does not necessarily mean past actions. It embraces both past and present deeds. Hence in one sense, we are the result of what we were; we will be the result of what we are. In another sense, it should be added, we are not totally the result of what we were; we will not absolutely be the result of what we are. The present is no doubt the offspring of the past and is the present of the future, but the present is not always a true index of either the past or the future; so complex is the working of Karma.

學樂器

原來現在學樂器好似玩Wii,為何不拿真的來學??!!

Yoga, Life

both the practice of yoga asanas and the yoga of daily life--using the alignment principles and awareness you gain on the mat elsewhere in your life

為了給少一點,吃多了

奇怪嗎?因為有五十塊的現金券,可要起碼吃一百元才可以用。

Friday, September 24, 2010

話自己醒

醒的話,為何用戶手冊也看不懂??!!這又要我教。

學會了欣賞,真的是生命中最好的禮物。很高興,五歲的女孩懂啊!能欣賞,有學的動力。學會學不會,不重要。不嘗試,怎會知道。

跟女孩一起看錄像,她知道我們在幫助別人,還說她也去過老人院表演啊!跟她說誰是我的老師,不知為何她叫他做師傅。我說,當我們記錯舞步的時候,老師會罵的。她知道啊!學習會被人罵,是自己做得不好。真的是一個好孩子。

Will Let me To View

Not sure whether there is plan letting me to view something (subordinate has this right). I need it to ensure work done. Weired.

Option

(1) I do and you see
(2) you do and I see
 
She is not happy for these choices. Then????!!!!!!

Not to Think Why

Need to remind myself not to think why. She just doesn't want to listen and I don't want to know the reason. Let it be.

借題發揮

她好煩。
時常說,不好來煩我就好。
時常扮不記得,好煩。
知道的說不知道,好煩。
跟她說清楚的說你不明白,好煩。
要打橫來行,關我什麼事,好煩。
幸好,我也不是“好蝦”的。師奶事情的,不理。寧願被煩。

Thursday, September 23, 2010

做功課

女孩不知道今天是假期,昨天跟媽媽說如果回婆婆家就沒有時間做功課。乖孩子。跟她說姨媽也是自動自覺自己做功課的,可媽媽就不是,著她問媽媽。

生命

當生命和成功或者失敗聯繫在一起的時候,這個生命已經失去了生命該有的意義。
24 Apr 2009

if the child misbehaves after losing a game/ sports? For me, I explain to them that it is part of life. And do not expect to win all the time. If they do not like losing, they have to practice whatever sports or game to win again.
不明白做父母的要這樣來教導孩子。哪裡有那麼多的力氣去贏,贏了又如何??!!

我們做事的目的是為了把事做成,如果目的性或功利性太強,就失去了其本來的意義。懷著一顆平常心,不去計較太多,也許得到的會更多。
也不會無事找事做。

28 Mar 2009

這樣,得到的更多。贏什麼??!!做做運動,比比賽,有什麼可以失去??!!

比較,不

男孩總是喜歡跟他能力低的人比較,女孩從來不比較,因為她能做好,她知道自己是好的。

To Do What

The practices we learned opened the space for that flow. To open the mind, there was meditation. To expel toxins encumbering our digestive tract, there were Ayurvedic herbs and diet. To release structural and muscular blockages impeding our movement, there was hatha yoga.

真好玩

原來原來又是等一些硬件的配合。到那時,好玩啊!最喜歡統一。

Muscle

It would be unproductive to just contract a muscle and hold it until it spasms. It would be equally unproductive to just let a muscle stay relaxed. Healthy muscle requires the rhythmic contraction and relaxation that Yang exercise provides. The rhythm is very important. Indeed, it could be said that it is rhythm that distinguishes exercise from simple manual labor.

失去

學習失去,好肯定不是從失去中學習。失去本身沒有意義。什麼才是意義呢?這是重點。

真的在學(學習背後要有動機),一定學到。為何不?方法不對或是學的東西不存在。

男孩

說要見兩個心理醫生(不太肯定是否心理醫生,總之就是醫生),又幾好啊!

說會給回我

隱約說我做到(還需要你說嗎),說如果情況還是一樣(是我的演繹),那麼明年會給回我應得的。有些話,不能不說。

做得好與不好,不是為錢也不是為一個名字,是自我感覺良好。從來也不想在人後方,又不是沒有能力。

真好

區域有人給意見(問問題),可以從那裡學習。這些東西,老闆不懂告訴我的。

起來

十點已經起來了。

妹妹說的一句,不教自己做呀!我說,女孩如何想是一回事,有人把這話說給我聽的就有點兒那個(因為你是xx 所以才教,如果你是xx,免。說的人真的好有問題)。妹妹說她要浪費金錢就由她,同意我不好多說話。

閑來放個假,多好。

月亮跟著你

跟女孩說,今晚是中秋節,月亮會跟著我們的。她不太相信,告知她望望天空,真的啊!

跟她說地球會轉,好似明白。跟她說到科學館去,她有興趣。

說星期三有免費參觀,可以請假去(不醒起她要上學);她跟著說她也要請假的。聰明啊!我說,要上學,不可以因為去玩而請假。

Wednesday, September 22, 2010

記得

總是記得今天是“他”的生日,是無端發現記得的。幾有趣。他比我大十年,祝願他身體健康。

又關我事

這關我事,那關我事。問一問也不懂?要罵一句“痴線”。要我跟她們談話,no way。寧願做獨居老人。

另,加個名字有何難,跟人說一聲就可。說不要加,要我每次forward 出去。

Keyboard

Why need to hit the keyboard so hard, not its fault :P

想喝

很久沒有喝酒了,在雜誌看到這個,很想找人喝一杯。

source of the picture

想起了。被那高瘦的瓶子吸引,某年,跟人喝紅酒,hello kitty,就是這個瓶子。

Tuesday, September 21, 2010

少一劃,就是埋。

Breathing

As a beginner, start with “two-phase” breathing where the ratio of Inhalation to exhalation is 1:2, which means you breathe out twice as long as your breathe in. For example, inhale for a count of four and exhale for a count of eight. You may inhale for a shorter or longer count, but maintain the ratio of 1:2 by always breathing out twice as long as you breathe in. When you are comfortable with that technique, try a three-phase pattern. Inhale for a count of four. Retain the breath for a count of four. Exhale for a count of eight. Again, you can vary the count as long you keep to the 1:1:2 ratio.
能做到這個,也不容易。

很多都不懂

是嗎??!! 可做到成績,還是第一次全中。嘩哈哈!(知少一點更好)複雜事情簡單化就是方法。沒有手段,別人跟我玩會覺得不是味兒。大家好好合作就好。

只想離開

不想說什麼,同意反對也不想說。定局的數字不想看。事實嗎!不說不說,想的只是快點可以開門離開。

走啦

又跟老闆說,好煩啊!說的是她。今次聽到,當笑話來聽。自己做得不好,只懂怪人(製造很多的歪理);不過這要接受。不出錯??!! 不用做就不會錯。只坐好不好??!!今次舉的例子,笑死人,沒有說過,近似的都沒有。她的解讀真神奇。有人看到這裡大概知道我是誰,不過都不好這麼快就把那些例子寫出來,遲些吧!現在想起,也想笑。好低能。

沒有怪誰,人是我同意請回來的。是但啦!自己做。(自己做花的時間比較少,不是說笑)沒有例子,還可以說什麼??!!

名字重要嗎

一說就話我不懂。是嗎?隨後事情改變了,變得比較好。聽,好重要的。人家就是懂,說人不懂意義何在??!!

Consciousness

with an improved concentrated state of consciousness, they will not need as much time to create the new environment for their next reincarnation.

十點就醒來了

預計是睡到中午的。

這個星期

明早放假,星期三放早,星期四假期,星期五又放早。

Monday, September 20, 2010

You Have Low Self Esteem 12% of the Time

You have high exceptionally high self-esteem and a healthy sense of self worth.

You believe in yourself, and you know how to be the real you. You love yourself, imperfections and all.

睬你都傻

說什麼都說好,因為不能有別的答案。他出聲不出聲,關我什麼事??!!那些每月指標,越來越容易做,因為很多人都被拉落水。我,做我自己,做好本份。這不難啊!

通識三十年

昨晚看電視,才知道現在的通識課要說中國近三十年的歷史,這可複雜了。三十年前,即是由八十年代開始。七六年文革才結束,要說八十年代,這也需要交代,否則很難明白為何某些事情會發生。在八九民運發生前的八九年,有什麼大事不太清楚。然後就是九七回歸。之後發生的,又再模糊。

“這好咯”

是你們用的,喜歡怎樣改就怎樣改。她們改好了讓我以後跟著做,這好咯!一早就應該這樣。

幾多

嘩!做了很多報表,共七個。點解??!!開了一個會,跟進了一緊急事故。還有其他。點解!!??

課堂體驗

地心吸力很強呀!平時一坐著呼吸脊椎直直的,今天,感覺是彎彎的。
兩條腿都很硬,幸好做完了一輪的伸展,沒事。
warrior III,左右兩邊都做到,手還可以前後擺動。
好喜歡做pigeon,不過只限向前趴。
cobra 跟著是downward facing dog,老師要我們從腳背碰地提起到腳板踏地。今天嘗試做,起碼不再抗拒。
一些動作只聽做不了,老師說是我們平時看的多做的少。
revolved triangle,很難平衡啊!

不好說

Today the regional security head told me to talk to the visiting global security head next week. See whether I can fully transfer to their group instead of working under the current business unit, which was proposed by the manager.
這情況,你會去說嗎?我?一定不會。首要知道的是他跟他是什麼的關係,朋友還是敵人。有時侯,說了,死得更快。

另外,global head 有時間招呼你嗎?小小的一個主任。更重要的是,你懂security 嗎?被人一問,什麼也說不出。

自認有能力的,到別的公司吧!世界這麼的大。糾纏,令人累。

Sunday, September 19, 2010

Your Thoughts Are Constructive
You are a highly analytical person, and you tend to sit back and cooly assess a situation.

With you, logic and facts rule. And you never jump to conclusions.

You are always looking to think in new ways. You believe that reflecting is a good way to better yourself.

You tend to think before you talk or act. You are calmer than most people around you.
Your Road is Paved with Fun
You believe that life isn't about the destination - it's about the journey.

And you're determined to enjoy the trip as much as you can. You try to live in the now.

You ride through life at your own pace. Sometimes you're ahead of the pack, and sometimes you're at the end.

No matter what, you do things your own way. You are only looking to make yourself happy.
You Are Smart
You are a total brainiac. Ideas and facts interest you, and you're always eager to learn more.

You don't just have a head for facts - you're also very wise. You know how to approach problems logically.

You have trouble getting along with anyone who is happily ignorant. You think everyone should able to each and to be taught.

You connect best with fellow intellectuals, eggheads, and nerds. You're happily surprised to meet someone who knows more about a subject than you do.

Saturday, September 18, 2010

Let Go

The fact is, you can't know what changes your life will bring or what the ultimate consequences will be. Equanimity allows for the mystery of things: the unknowable, uncontrollable nature of things to 
be just as they are. In this radical acceptance lies peace and freedom—right there in the midst of whatever pleasant or unpleasant circumstances we find ourselves in. When we open to the truth that there is actually very little we can control other than our own reactions to circumstances, we learn to let go.
很多事情跟時間有關,下一秒可能就沒事了。體驗回來的。

回想老師的話,情景令人不安的,離開就是了。他時常跟我們說,要想想來這裡做什麼,知道了就什麼怨氣也沒有了,也知道自己應該做什麼。

不好問,很好用的,當然不問不代表糊裡糊塗。

現在學會了的是,人家要怎樣怎樣,照做,反正有時間。不去邏輯地說不合理了,說了也不能改變現狀(人家的想法)。

Nidra

Nidra is the Sanskrit word for “sleep.” In yoga it refers to putting our limited self to “sleep” while awakening to our authentic and ultimate infinite Self. Yoga nidra consists of a series of meditative-like exercises that gradually awaken us to our true nature.

債的買賣

原來也是一門生意。

法律

想讀法律,其實是想聽一聽有關案例或是一些比較簡單的法律知識。對工作有用。

可是,那裡有好的導師和同學呢?

Friday, September 17, 2010

看到有無限添加的椰菜絲(白飯也可添加),就來吉列豬排定食,要了加拿大豬,沒有要日本的(要貴四十塊)。豬排好大塊啊!四十八元,超值。可飯不好吃,吃了一半也沒有。

客客氣氣

小女子很有問題,問就問,說那麼多客氣的話為什麼。我最喜歡分享,問一定答;不過也有底線的,想學肯聽的才樂意。很公平。

做了超過一個月了,還不懂看發票。想點??!!很難的嗎??!!follow up 的工作,一點也不想做。不做follow up 想做什麼??!!

幸好,時常提醒自己不要掉陷阱,不是的話,心情會不好。

不用我追

區域來追,多好。不知道老闆要誰來回答,是他就完美了。可老闆想什麼,不會知道,也不好問,她時常吹無定向風,出聲的要負責。不是不想做,暗中做了就好。由她話我老派話我不懂不敢好了(她不太欣賞你做得好的),人家都不出聲,我都是收聲;不過我要知道在發生的是什麼。大老闆問懂答就可。

一件事情她要我這個星期弄好,可人家不在辦公室,問她找誰,她說不知道(她怎會不知道),當我做好了告訴她,她跟我說了一個名字。如果她是知道的卻不告訴我,好衰。幸好,我懂問也敢問(問了一個可以說是不太認識我的人)。

我來解決

support 未能解決的,試著猜,對了。嘻!

Foundation

Building strength in the legs, abdominals, and spinal muscles presents a solid base and stabilizes the body structure. This is the yoga path--to build a strong base for the rest of the body to expand from--just as a house has to have a stable foundation for the walls and roof to stand on or it will collapse. Tadasana and standing poses such as trikonasana (triangle), virabhadrasana (warrior) II, and parsvakonasana (intense side angle pose) are wonderful examples of foundation poses.
如能做好基本的,已經足夠。單腳站著,另一隻腳前後左右擺動,身軀也不動。

Thursday, September 16, 2010

Mantra

Mantra literally means mind ( man ) protection ( tra ). The idea is that by focusing your mind on, say, universal consciousness, it's less liable to run amok with ephemera like who will ever hire you, how much vodka is left, or if your skinny jeans still fit.
事情的發生,很多也不關自己事的,雖然表面上看似有關。知道事情會發生就好(免得發生時驚訝)。

簡單就好

為何要轉彎,轉轉轉,也不知道要去那裡。

有沒有得去呢

不知道有沒有機會出差呢?相信要求一定有,就看老闆讓不讓我去了。

很好呀

又回到感覺良好的階段了,很快樂。

Wednesday, September 15, 2010

想著轉一轉

昨天吃的魚生飯,吃著吃著,感覺好“生”。吃過兩次同一老闆的烏冬,很喜歡啊!又不貴。人家說著它的湯是淡的(還沒有試),可就是喜歡。豬骨濃味的,很久沒有吃了。
14 Sep 2010

吃了吃了,看似白開水的湯,好好味道。

滿足

又弄好另一個control 工具,看著看著,好滿足。

Sound

The Buddha is said to have taught that the foolish connect with the world mainly through their physical senses, whereas the wise seek to understand the nature of those connections. As we grow wiser, some Buddhist scholars suggest, we may become better able to maintain our inner stillness and serenity in the midst of whatever sensations confront us, including unwanted sound. Instead of being swept away by the raw energy of a noise or by our identification with what we think is wrong with the noise, we learn to let those vibrations wash over us without disruption. In this way, we develop a clear hearing of our hearts and minds.

是真的嗎

When I decide the pick up the position, then they will think seriously how I will fit in.
世上有這麼的一回事嗎?信高層,死定。

剛剛才重組,三變四,現在又說到年尾一組要消失。真神奇。

悶,所以

做了本來留給同事的工作。等她星期五來上班才做,自己做完好了。大小姐般的時常說著何時走,好討厭。

Still Ask the Same

More than one month already, however still asking the same question. Ok, tell the answer seem it were the first time.
 
Management asked her how long has been here. She said it was 3 weeks. Fact is over one month already. Her answer tells alot.

Tuesday, September 14, 2010

聽是非

聽跟自己說是一樣的。不知道朋友何時才會停止這遊戲。

大概知道

看到一封電郵,已大概知道將來會發生什麼事。讓你知道一切,就是有很多人要離開的警號。學到學不到,看自己了。

開始好玩,越來越有在舊公司的感覺。

有人跟我做朋友

今天有人說要跟我做好朋友。是新來的同事,要在短時間學會一切。

慢過我

早上才跟同事說的事,現在看到電郵。好慢啊!其實不明白她想的是什麼,小事,不需要寫出來的。

Fry Fry Fry

hehehe......"black heart" now.

Monday, September 13, 2010

Trap

Got trapped. Thought of her too much and what I need to do is not to put the focus there. She needs time to learn how to perform right. No matter how many times I corrected her after the mistake was made, she didn't learn. So I need to change my way of thinking first. Since she doesn't like to ask, it is hard to make her to do thing right at the very first beginning. Point to the task is useless now.

Sunday, September 12, 2010

Attitude

Based on Krishnamacharya's message, I would tell students that whatever practice they do—be it asana, pranayama, or meditation—the attitude of letting go and connecting with the inner presence of quiet and steadiness is most important.
Make steadiness of mind your goal. In every life, there is happiness and unhappiness. We can't control that. But through diligent practice, we can remain steady and peaceful.

沒有

同樣地不能擁有,不同的是有否選擇性,因素不同,結果一樣就變得不一樣。是這樣嗎?或者,擁有過未能再出現,又是另一回事。是這樣嗎?

枝豆

第一次,吃著沒有味道的豆。

又在車上想著那個夢,真的想想已經開心。可是我還沒有去買六合彩。

課堂體驗

某明星在,課堂的節奏快了些。坦白說,平時的我們著實是慢了一點。
上個星期沒有上課,在家也沒有多練習,還可以跟著。
身軀的穩定性強了。
平衡也好穩定。
flow 後的seated forward bend,老師說不好拉什麼也不好做,只讓身體慢慢舒展。
看似簡單的手腕伸展,原來也是從肩膀開始。做了什麼,很重要的,這個一定要知道。
蹲著腳板全放到地上,人往後跌。這個曾經做到。
standing forward bend 跳為plank,輕鬆做到。

老師分享說著別人的壓力

他說現在的老師社工壓力都很大。六年前,老師跟社工開展工作,社工的職級升了升。說著課堂的一切,並不能帶到其他的地方去。

我覺得的是工作本身應該沒有問題,磨人的是制度。單純的想做好,好大可能會做好;可是要這樣那樣,管理層不支持的,是別話。好的東西,在某些人心裡並不想它出現。

課堂,有點夢幻的。我們可以自由製造很多很多的奇跡。到那裡的人,都被那裡的氣氛吸引著;否則一次兩次就會消失(凝聚力很強)。我們在那裡尋找到點點支持。回到現實,什麼人都有,合作不合作的,心懷鬼胎的。為何我們需要夢幻樂園??!!可以做的,閒時到夢幻世界用心參與,把能量帶回現實裡。

記著記著,夢幻只存在樂園裡。突然讓我想起Jostein Gaarder 的書。

Saturday, September 11, 2010

某晚吃的

好油啊!


想不到吃什麼,吃了這些。

不同味道的對比。

假的

爸爸說有人上門作調查,一聽就知道是假的。幸好爸爸說沒有收過信。回來查看,沒有的。

越描越黑

事實只有一個,不是知道的多了就黑多了。

低級趣味

很多時候都不會笑,有什麼好笑。

Just Listen

Listen. Just listen. Without an agenda. Without making any mental notes. Without anticipating. Without desiring a certain outcome. Without planning your response. Just listen. Repeat throughout your day.
這個經常做的,效果好好。

好多東西可以做

沒有一樣對我來說是新鮮的。她想著的是我不懂做,好的,沒有問題。能力與否,在我體內。現在的我,什麼的成績也是公開的。這最好。

在某方面,我把事情推前一個月就開始動工了。

一件簡單的工作,要用一個小時來完成,要給錢又沒了半個小時的資源。不理解。要我提議小改善,起碼可以寫十項。

A weak mind looks at oppositions; a strong mind seeks complements and resolution.
A weak mind demands; a strong mind gives.
從來也不介意給我的少做的多,有何關係呢?做好自己就是了。

應該不去了

星期六的活動,沒有去。相信也不會再去。太多的人,太少的學員。

風扇也不用開

好舒服啊!

俯身在汽球上

躺在汽球上,身體輕輕的。相信很多的汽球在一起一個也不會破,而且,練習yoga 後身體懂得如何在這動作上調節(就像做partner yoga)。

別話:有人怕汽球會破,哭了。

美祿恐龍

昨天喝了,二十塊。兒時的回憶。

無聊講

再一次,如果要說著無謂的話,寧願做聽眾好了。

不高興

半日工昨天下午才離開,老闆就是這麼喜歡自己作事(不知道她對女孩說了什麼,不理解為何女孩可以做到何時就是何時)。或者,要改變的就是不好理會她的太多,她不尊重我們,是事實。自己做好自己就可。

為了她而不快樂,一點也不值得。

包裝出來的需要

原來,舊同事的一切,全出於一個模式。他常說包裝,真的是。不停地說,沒有的都走了出來。

Thursday, September 9, 2010

捉著我的手

請放手吧!把你知道的告訴我,就能做好。我不需要方法,給我方向就可。她根本沒有想過我擁有的經驗。

可能會少半個小時,一星期三天。不太明白她想什麼,也不想去明白。就由大老闆看著我時常影印寄信做著小文員的工作。

另,一天得幾個交易,單眼來做也可。擔心什麼呢?

Knee

lifting the inner arches and pressing the outer edges of the feet firmly into the floor in standing poses, which strengthens the muscles of the ankle and lower leg, giving more support to the knee.
When people are tight in the buttocks, the knee tends to turn inward in lunging poses.

睡得很好

昨天曬了三個小時,動了動,換來了一夜的安眠。

晚餐

吃了沙律和兩個燒飯團。

Interest

With the new title, they have interest to know what I am doing now. It is kind of funny.
 
I sure I can build up the reputation and let the senior management to know me better (don't like to be nobody and feeling so good that someone knows who you are). New way of doing business, I am waiting for it :)

Reverse

I can change the tone now as it was not me saying I seem like the subordinate of my subordinate (I have no issue for him to think I am not his manager, won't impact me any). There is so much obstacles for me to perform :)

Nothing

Simply a word didn't appear, she is not happy upon the good result. I can guess there are many things will be happened.
 
I got support from senior management. It is a good sign. What we have built need to be applied to other countries. Again, I am a very lazy person, don't ask me to do something which is no value. If really nothing to do, why not just sit and enjoy the breathing.

Wednesday, September 8, 2010

無題

資料來源:某期的明報週刊

再一次

好肯定自己不是領導的料子,可做日常的執行人就大有能力。聽指令的準確度是肯定的,配合人家沒有問題,說清楚就可以了。

因為我是這樣一個清晰的人,最最討厭就是人家說我什麼什麼,可不提供任何的方法,就算方向也沒有。在活動中,她什麼也表現了出來(她能說,好大程度是她有更多的資料;當然我是不會否定她的,她有她的長處)。

三次也不能完成任務,把三個人對調(是主力),效果大大的不同。出點子的好重要,人家的分享而接受更重要。能做出成績的方法,一定要試。可現實裡不是這樣,這令人累。

Bingo

All met :) It seem is the 1st time. I am just formally starting the work in Aug.

To me, meeting target is not difficult. Actually I can do it better if I can be more care free. Anyway, it is good already (if I treat it just a job that only generates money). However I sure know I am not that kind of person. I am not workaholic but I like to perform and getting the satisfaction.

Anyway, wait a bit and things may change soon.

又是

某管理層問我有否參加過類似的培訓,我說很多。他問我從何來,告知他,他的反應是“又是”呀!聽到都幾開心的(幸好自己的表現蠻可以)。

轉了吃粥

要了白果白粥,都幾好味道。

AQ

今天做的測試,低於水平。

選擇

No evil dooms us hopelessly except the evil we love, and desire to continue in, and make no effort to escape from. – George Eliot (1819-1880)
source: quotation of the day

居然

居然有人出口幫我更正職銜。

Tuesday, September 7, 2010

細了。剛剛拿來帽子蓋一蓋,有空間。可能是頭髮量少了。

辦法

辦法不是沒有的,可不想去想,等我做木頭人吧!很累。
我說是新的團隊新的人。發生過的又來。煩不煩的??!!

Sleep

Guess I slept after 4am this morning.

真的好

現在轉template,自己修改過的codes 都保留了。

Monday, September 6, 2010

水腫

上次老師問我身體是否有問題,我說沒有,他就說我肥了,要減肥。看來,是水腫。經歷了由星期五晚到今早的睡睡睡(當然東西也吃不到多少),四肢沒有那麼肥了。

如果老師真的看到我身體有問題,他有法眼啊!

起底

知道了中文名字,很容易在網上找來了資料。猜,她做不長。

留番被你說

有些話都是不好我說了,等她說,等她表明態度。表明了態度以後,也不好說,再等她說。

Back Up

Back up this and back up that. Who is the back up of all of my tasks?????

Friday, September 3, 2010

終於都發生了

今次直接間接不關我事。少了一個閒人時常走來走去。

Thursday, September 2, 2010

達標

一個永遠不能達標的事項,居然連續兩個月做到。

只能說

I do not have a good feeling because it is a simple instruction – hire replacement or not hire replacement.

只可以說他好天真,人力事宜永遠是最最複雜的。

xxx is thinking of retiring, maybe you can replace her??

天真啊!樣子比實際年齡老的一個人,天真是好事嗎??!!!

Not Reply Meant???

Didn't know the reason why she not replied to email which was sent to her. Don't know how to or need to spend alot of time to write one sentence. Only she knows the answer.
 
Someone asked me how she performed. I only can say she is green. I won't be stupid again to share with her what's her areas that can be improved. Actually those are little change can have big improvement. Anyway......

Today Learnt

To some people, vertical and horizontal are the same :) Whether they want to admit they are different, really don't know. I need to write it down and remind myself it is fact.
 
Somehow I am learning to understand the differences of others which are abnormal to common sense. By the way, it is a need and a must. Otherwise I need to yell all the times and hurt myself.
 
Or have the luck to win a mark 6 or save more to leave this business world, making me feeling tiring to deal with all those. Or to move to a place which the living standard is lower. Or to meet the Mr. Right soon, then we can have a small shop to kill the time and enjoy our life.

Why Ask to Change Before Knowing Nothing

Why people not to spend a few mins to understand the current flow but asked me to change. The practise around the world is same. If I ask others to change per someone, really a big joke. However it happens always in management world. They always think they know more than the sub-ordinates. Again, very appreciate those willing to listen.

Wednesday, September 1, 2010

They are Good

A great news to know :) One of them can go home soon.

Could not Sleep

Just know I still awake when it was 3am. Don't know when I fell asleep. When I wake up around 8am, not feel tired.
 
Cannot sleep then do what?? Singing and rehearsed the dance steps but found that could not remember most.

Common Sense

Again experiencing common sense is very important. I like to guide the little girl to think about what is right or wrong. Only if she knows it then she may do things correctly. Sure she is a little child and sometimes very naughty. She is good although she has an "abnormal" brother around.

十年了

等於到了這一天,猜不到。